i disconnected myself from twitter, facebook (lies) and MSN (truth).
i dont really know how i am passing my days; i dropped my other course that i’m suppose to be taking so i can chill out for a bit.
nothing bad has happened but nothing good either.
i’m spending my nights watching movies and reading Douglas Coupland novels (only fiction; no real world crap here please)
it’s kind of making me awesome; only in my mind.
i wish i had more followers than pure bots.
i hate bots; i get a little ring from gmail telling me that i have new followers; but it turns out it’s spam…
i got a new laptop today; correction; i got my mom a new laptop today; it’s bigger, cleaner, faster, but worser speakers; did i say worser speakers? yes i did.
my mom will destroy the new laptop less than i would so i think she should keep it instead of me.
Douglas coupland’s novels makes me feel like i’m drowning.
drowning in my lack of life.
i think a lot of people are mad at (or hate) me; like A LOT, more than the number of pennies in my wallet. honestly? i don’t care.
I am thinking seriously about moving; moving in a bit more than a year;
it’ll make me seem heartless to not say goodbye properly to people that i’ve known for a while.
i dont think they’ll notice if i’m gone. so im kind of excited
self indulgence without having to kill yourself.
today i sat in the car while waiting for my mom to buy something at 7 – 11 i began to text my friend a “what up, r u dead” msg but my mom came back before i could finish.
i say “ru dead” because when i phone people 3 times in a row no one calls back. .
i am kind of a bitch because i talk too much and i talk shit about everyone; people need to know that that is how i am and i need to tell myself to stop doing it.
i couldn’t care enough to finish that text; instead i had a really good burger.
back to douglas coupland.
i wonder if those pages with repeated words like “ramen” is to fill up pages.
oh i also found a cheque in the book (the books are from the library)
next author to destroy is David Sedaris.
i don’t know the word for “discography” for books; so i’m just going to say that i am going to complete David’s “discography” next.
my mom’s making me drinks “green bean soup” it tastes like it sounds; not really actually; it tastes like water; really thick water. apparently it’s good for my kidneys
apparently i have a really bad kidney.