AMERICAN TEENAGER

RYAN DAHLE

BEND SINISTER

HOT HOT HEAT - who is the young sid second from the left, SO HOT i dont think he’s in the band? i’ve been listening to them for a while now but i dont really know who the members are =(

HOT HOT HEAT – MIDDLE OF NO WHERE

i’ve always wanted to be an american teenager, but i think it’s too late for me now. for one thing, im not a teenager anymore. i want the life, i want the abuse! I WANT THE MUSIC i want it ALL! if you dont live in north america, canada and the US doesn’t seem that different, but the way that we grow up is a lot different. for one thing, we’re calm over here.. or so i thought, until tonight.

i saw HOT HOT HEAT tonight along with RYAN DAHLE and BEND SINISTER

The previous night, alexisonfire played a show, and yes people got hurt, NINETEEN of them. And they rebuilt the fence that would hold “even metallica fans” was what the news announcer said.

well tonight, it was all good and cool until HOT HOT HEAT came on stage, then people got rowdy, very rowdy and yes the whole push and shove thing started. it got kind of scary, so i some how got out alive and watched from the side and GOOD THING I DID. I know i’m lame, but i think i’m at an age when i can’t pull stunts like that no more.

I wish people would stop crowd surfing, security guards pulled them down anyways…

Then i smelled pot, i think if i was feeling drunker and more energetic i would have felt more okay about all the damn people crowd surfing, taking off their clothes and throwing at the band.

But hot hot heat, you were amazing, i hope you come back soon! without all these underage kids. but kudos to all the uncles and grandpas standing behind us singing along with every single song!

NOTHING TO TYPE BUT THIS

I HAVEN’T HAD SUCH BAD WRITERS BLOCK FOR A LONG TIME NOW

I WRITE A LOT OF “DRAFTS” THAT NEVER GET PUBLISHED

BECAUSE AFTER A NIGHT’S SLEEP, THESE SMALL PROBLEMS AREN’T REALLY PROBLEMS ANYMORE

THIS HAS BEEN THE MENTALITY THAT GOT ME THROUGH THIS YEAR

I AM OKAY

I CAN’T HAVE PEOPLE GET ME DOWN

BECAUSE I NEVER LET MYSELF DOWN

I KNOW I DESERVE BETTER

AND WHEN I WALK AWAY I WONT FEEL SAD

IT’S TIME FOR ME TO TAKE MY BITE OF THE WORLD

BECAUSE HERE I COME

AND NOTHING’S STOPPING ME

SOMETIMES THIS IS ALL IT TAKES

VIA STAPLE DESIGN

BAD ROMANCE

im addicted to this feeling, the RUSH of meeting someone new.

it doesn’t hurt that you’re so stylish and cute

my smudged eyeliner and awkward posture

while you were SO articulate and cool

too bad we won’t even be friends

but i’d like to meet you again

unfortunately looking from the outside in

—-

p.s. i always develop crushes on the most unlikelist prospects..!

p.p.s. yes i like lady gaga quite a bit

:D

Saturday People

BLUE RIBBON! –> LOL, it’s cheap..and i like domestic beer. I don’t care if my friends make fun of me *__* I can’t afford heineken!

Drove down to the casino so we could (well i could) take the new train to the airport! I got off at the wrong station and was separated from my friend =_= I had to wait 10 minutes in the dark night ALONE! While everyone on the train laughed.. “HaHA SHE DIDNT MAKE IT!!”

Apparently the train is made in korea~~ now we can re-enact all our favorite korean drama scenes, esp the ones from my sassy girl :D

doesnt it look like the talking tree in Pocahontas??

My friend had a coupon for the new ANGRY WHOPPER!

Ended the night with some kick the can!

outfit if anyone cares: Shoes – Vans. Pants - Vena Cava x GAP Tshirt - Beard & Bangs Cardigan - random Bracelet – present from inner mongolia :D Necklace – Vivienne Westwood

back on track

ummmmmmmmmm STATS TIME!

One of my favorite quotes of ALL times (which I read off of someone’s MSN name) is:

“There are lies, DAMN LIES and statistics!”

OKAY! GOGGLE ANALYTICS DO YOUR WORST!

(I am really going to make a layout today!!!!!!)

Top 10 cities that visit

  1. Vancouver
  2. Port Moody
  3. Singapore
  4. Steveston
  5. Sydney
  6. Osaka
  7. Kent
  8. Perth
  9. Ingolstadt
  10. Sacramento

I have had 243 unique visitors since May 8th and most of you use firefox and cable! Most of my traffic (78%) is from referral sites, with only 2% from searches and the rest are direct (20%)!

the top 2 searches according to google is: TSHIRTLIFE and 1.99 McChicken! YEAHHHH :D

excellent now onto other business!

i know you guys enjoy pics of me doing stupid stuff so here goes!!!

No I don’t live at McDonalds, but they grab me with stuff like $1 any size drinks OKAY?!

Harry Potter and I.

At a StarbUCKSSS

(album cover pose..)

i love the hundreds? I should go buy more stuff!! MORE STUFFFF?!

AND i wanted to show you how well my shoes correspond to my outfit in terms of colors. and my super flat nose that I was talking about.

AND i love old Navy hoodies, ha suck it american apparel!

moar photos here matey!

i wanna stop using the Pirate language on facebook, but i can’t, it’s too good but at the same time i don’t know what they mean so i’m clicking a lot of stuff and getting no where!

till it stopped

i bet you guys were thinking that i’m starting to become a little bit popular and a little bit hip, hip like a hipster with my straw fedora and suspender wearing friend.

but oh no friends, i’m the same insecure person on the internet as i always was.

i enjoy sending people fun links and messages and then not get replies. then i go and watch the entire seasons of 30 rock and sex and the city to drown out my pain.

and eating kit kats.

but what gets me off? are cat videos

and My Life is Average.

YESSS!

YESSSS

more than 10 degrees…!!!!!

P.S. AJA TIGER IS THE SHIZ!

P.P.S. I started my pokemon Platinum adventure! I am lame and always gets the cutest starter pokemon (as I did for diamond)

It’s going to be an amazing pokemon adventure but will put off for a while, but at least I got my pokedex!! :D:D

contradictions

this is a post about my life / feel free not to read it

if i go deaf i’d definitely know who to blame, why do people talk in an angry manner very loudly and even though i am using very good quality sony studio headphones i can’t block them out.

i must invest in some better headphones so i don’t have to turn the volume up too high.

anyways

today i watched High Fidelity with that guy, John Cusak.

It was a good movie, but it made me depressed after watching it.

I learned many things about music, and mix tapes and what not. And that John Cusak has this nerdy hotness that can’t be described. Ah, John Cusak is the ideal college boyfriend. Not so much for marriage though…

I adore awkward guys that are really nerdy and weird and is kind of a loser, but this hotness is so hot. Like, they have obscure knowledge about pop culture, and reads a lot and listens to bands that are before I was born and not a wannabe hipster that listens to bands that don’t even exist.

(note: I saw a tshirt that said ” I listen to bands that aren’t even formed yet.” Muwahaha, hipsters go die)

I’m currently listening to very high tempo music so that I can block out the sound, the noise, the horrible noise.

Anyways, so after watching the movie. I was thinking…

I am a contradiction to my life, I want things of opposites that make me so very confused and really unhappy.

For example, I am an inner wild child, I have dreams about wearing leather jackets, smoking, spending shit loads of money on expensive jewelry (I just threw that in, I dont know why it’s an indication of badness), hanging out with those weird looking kids that work at American Apparel, being snobby, listening to random live bands that I don’t even like, and maybe getting a boyfriend with a motorcycle (i know, I live in the 60s)

But in fact, I am the opposite of that.

I study biochem at the library and I come home and sleep and read books and go on the internet and that’s actually pretty much it. My friends are are in some sort of medicine related studies, and I like main stream radio with occasional electric indie from Korea. My idea of a fun time is pigging out on something deep fried and then watching a lot of movies, then MAYBE getting hammered and passing out because it would mean that I am not waiting to fall asleep.

So I dont know, I needed to write something.

Bye.

outta heart

I think I have the right to post an emo entry because, I have a STATISTICS exam tomorrow morning (yes, saturday morning) at the ungodly hour of 8:30 am.

The last time I woke up on a saturday morning before 12 was for new episodes of digimon on fox kids. That was 5 years ago. (digmon > pokemon but pokemon game > digmon game)

anyways

ah crap

i forgot what i was gonna write…

well to be continued!

(+40 mins)

okay

i was gonna write about friendships but it’s boring. So instead I am gonna write about cameras!

It’s a cool thing to be, a photographer that is. Everyone totes around a Canon or a NIKON DSLR or something. Those cameras range up to 2k? I have no idea.

I am a novice when it comes to cameras, and I think when I got some money I am gonna invest in a good DSLR, but i promise myself to read about them and their usage before I get one. But there are a lot of people that have no idea how to use them, and carries them around like they’re so damn great, like it goes with their outfit or something. A CAMERA AINT a stupid LV NEVER FULL. (75% of HK girls here have them) That’s really not fair for people that are really knowledgeable about cameras but can’t afford one.

Also, on the subject of bags, I’m seeing a LOT of goyard canvas bags around. They go for about $1000 USD at goyard stores, only available in SF, NYC, Japan, Korea and Paris. WHY ARE THEY EVERYWHERE?

I am just ranting because I saw a bunch of weirdos carrying really nice looking DSLRs with primer lenses and not know what they’re shooting at, constantly adjusting their cameras but not getting any shots. And I wish I had a goyard tote LOL (if you’re feeling generous, i would like a goyard St.louis size GM in black x brown).

So yeah, in conclusion, if i don’t have it, it’s not cool. (i’m being funny, laugh)

heads

i’ve been pretty boring lately and im gonna continue to be;

one of my favorite music videos / songs

also on my “study breaks” i’ve been lurking on lookbook.nu a LOT.
I must say, people are really creative and good looking, and most importantly, have a lot of time..

but does anyone actually go outside in what they post on lookbook? i’m sure a lot of them do, but the super hyped ones, for some reason, i feel like majority of them don’t.
a lot of them aren’t wearable.. in real life conditions.

don’t get me wrong, i wish we all lived in a photo shoot, or an episode of gossip girl or something, even poor “brooklyn girls” are decked out in 5000$ outfits.

I think I can be cool and stylish too, but real life takes away 95% of my coolness, and the other 5% weren’t there to begin with
HAHA

so yeah, i can only really commend someone on their “style” when i see them walking up and down the street with so much swag that it makes you wanna press the invisible hype button next to their “picture”.

+ : is it me or are ALL European teenagers incredibly stylish, good looking, multilingual (they ALL speak english + native language + other?), polite, cultured while north american teenagers are rude, rebellious, like to smash things, listen to “bands” like simple plan, “emo”, all wear the same things or even when they venture out, FAIL?
okay i am being mean and there are a lot of really good looking and stylish north american teens too but they are where i do not know…