interestingly that i chose to watch HOUSE on this friday night filled with popcorn and nail polish. no im really just catching up on all the TV i didn’t get to watch the past week and that i won’t be watching next week.

this week’s house, if you follow house, was actually about a blogger (being the patient, not focused on her of course, it was played by that redhead in that 70s show, she’s blonde here)

a few days ago in class, the professor brought up ‘bloggers’ as a group of people in a certain context, but it felt like they should be people that we distance our selves from, like pedophiles.

She used the term ‘they’, THEY is ME! I’m not upset that i’m being put into a very special circle for very special children. but that it’s still not commonly accepted to be a blogger. Unless you’re a popular blogger then that’s a totally different story, but still it’s not that common.

but i love the niche that i have created.

So back to House, they tackle some medical issues of course, but what struck a cord with me was that the patient felt unconnected with her husband and she uses blogging as a form of communication with people, to share her thoughts and to obtain opinions.

this is merely speculation on my part but i think bloggers all start out being a little bit lonely.

(also they all want to write so… )

i really want to talk to someone sometimes, i start awkward conversations on MSN. i’m talking about Michael Cera level of awkward here.

it’s basically me trying to talk with someone, someone that i know in real life, someone that i find interesting. in hopes of making a part time friend that i could call and talk to , or maybe even hang out together sometimes. but of course they don’t find me interesting back. i always try to over compensate by being helpful or extremely funny. fail and fail and fail some more. let’s shut this operation down.


I know that i’m definitely LESS lonely with blogging, and blogs and communities, some of my favorite things to do is read rants on various news sites, people are hilarious and opinionated.

who’s sick of hearing stuff like “i see what you are saying but i think…” or “while your point is excellent, this is…”

but on the internet, we get straight to the point! people have extremely intelligent debates and discussions in the comment sections!

All these lonely folks who are intelligent, who are interested in films, REAL BOOKS, music and general goodness of pop culture? who are you?


SPOON / is love forever? live version because i can’t find a non-live version

please listen to the songs? while reading the entry? i think i picked it to fit the mood, maybe – also readership is at a ridiculous decline, pftt, see if i care…! (i do but in happier news, one more subscriber!)

im trying to maintain the artistic integrity of the blog by posting pictures of stuff that i own around the house. i was going to write a speech about how maintained and roughed my leather jacket has become and the amount of history that i now have with this jacket. And because of its existence, i have grown and gained so much.

but it’s not, i just wear it a lot. Also i haven’t been doing anything exciting, i’m eagerly waiting for my dragonette concert so i have something to blog about.

well, i have been watching the new season of project runway, it’s so damn awesome, i stopped watching for a while after the season with Christinan siriano simply because no one was as fierce and everyone bored me! But this season, i have a huge crush on Jonothan from PROVIDENCE! He’s kind of geeky and lame and carries a purse, yeah, damn but mostly it’s because he’s hilarious, kind of reminds me of someone that no longer talks to me…

so yeah, if you subscribe my blog to your RSS feed (which i highly recommend) you would have gotten a stupid surprise. i totally forgot that even if i delete an entry here it still shows up in feed, since i self-subscribe, i realized this.

don’t be alarmed, i was in a weird friday afternoon mood and i just HAPPEN to write about relationships, as a result of this other blog i’m reading. I think writing about relationships will get readership, everyone ‘s relationship is fucked up in some way or other so we want to read about more convoluted relationships to self-assure. i got it in the bag this is a generalization of course

yesterday i also felt like i should take more artsy pics of myself in various outfits so i’d have a stock of photos so i don’t have to do so much editing and picture taking every time i blog, it didnt work out, the pics sucked, i trashed them.

life is kind of fucked up right now, i’m in a weird place, im a child yet i am not. well i mostly am, problem solved i guess. I also really need a hair cut, a real hair cut this time! so i have some pics of styles that i like, again to not ruin the artistic integrity of the entry, i’m going to put it after cut, give me some opinionsssss

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how to deal with difficult people

there was an episode of The Office where Phyllis googled “how to deal with difficult people” and tried the tactics on Angela, who makes me cringe every time she appears on screen and i forgot how the episode ended.

there are so many types of difficult people, i need countless tactics to deal with them, more than all the moves on street fighter IV. but i think the way i do it is pretty good, mostly ignoring and indifference and plus most people dislike / are scared of me.

i wasn’t going to blog today because i dont have an interesting and conversation provoking image to post. I wish I took a picture of the jar of smashed jam outside the train station, it was perfect but i only had a crappy cell phone cam at the time and it was hot.

so if you follow me on twitter (which you should !!! plug plug plug) you’d know that i didn’t get the job with apple =(

i really dont think it was any fault of my own, my school schedule collided heavily with their training schedule. if it weren’t for that i’m a shoe in, i would be the perfect apple employee, here are some reasons why.

  • i look excellent in blue OR orange
  • i have a variety of excellent, limited edition sneakers that are attention grabbing and directed to the apple customer demographic
  • i have 3 years of experience in dealing with angry pissed off customers, which do not speak english, are over the age of 50 and will refuse to listen to reason.
  • apple gets quite busy and i am really small so i take minimal space
  • i have a sense of urgency and i speak incredibly fast, showing customers that not only their computers not lag, nor their employees.

but alas, school > apple job and apple hiring team pwned me.


i saw Watchmen and 17 again

meh on both, whoever said 17 again had an AMAZING storyline doesn’t know what the story was about but that zac was in it. Ok zac looked FINE in his white tshirt and audi R8 but the story wasn’t amazing and yes zac was FINE!

Watchmen was so long, and the sex scene was so unnecessary, i was embarrassed because my mom was right beside me cooking dinner, ok i honestly didn’t even pay enough attention to follow the storyline. The only thing that remotely kept my attention was the girl that played the nasty sister in 27 dresses, she had brown hair in this one!


i still have to post a picture

“how good one is playing mario kart while drunk”

i wrote a few things about my favorite / scorn-worthy books here

ok i earn less than $10 an hour

this picture pretty much sums up last night, oh also which was the first time i drove to and back without anyone else, it was safe and i think that’s all that matters.

work was pretty bad today, not customers, but the usual other shit anyways, that’s ok, i work and i know what the world is like.

i read on twitter about people watching this show called NYC prep it’s like reality series of the gossip girls.

Here are my favorite quotes from the first episode (not verbatim).


“Like I HAVE to get into harvard.”

If you can’t get in, then we’ll make some phone calls and make it happen.”

“But I want to get in based on skill!” yes i am sure your family name does NOT matter AT ALL!

“We’re not rich rich, like we’re not billionaires, but we’re probably in the top percent, maybe top half percent.”

“My mom doesn’t understand that I need to socialize, I need to like, maintain my status.” — says what I assume is the only poor girl in the series that goes to a prep school?

“This pattern was two seasons ago, everyone knows it, this HAS TO GO.”

“Wow these clothes are really cheap, like 300 dollars.”

“I have a credit card, I don’t know how much I spend in a month. My mom has never worked a day in her life.”

these kids all need a beating, im not remotely rich and i am grateful for what i have…

but damn the show is addictive!

probably should have cleaned my room before attempting to look cool

I was browsing on 4chi and I saw this LOVELY SKIRT!!! Which reminded me of a skirt that I have. I wish I could buy on 4chi . . . korea is so far away.

Every time I dont know what to wear to match a certain bottom; I just put on my CDG shirt, I don’t even care and it looks good. I can’t really put my finger on whether it’s that CDG made a FANTASTIC tshirt with a versatile design or because it’s CDG it automatically makes me think it’s a great ensemble.

(yeah that’s my duvet cover; from ikea; probably should have made my bed or something before taking this photo..)

Whatever, the debate of h y*pe vs substance will go on forever.

Recently, i’ve fallen in love with leggings. Yeah I know, I’m like three 14-year old girls behind. When everyone was wearing leggings as pants, I was honestly thinking, WTF girl, put on some pants.

I can see why now; they are warm and very fitted (duh) and incredibly comfortable; but still I won’t wear them as pants (or with uggs, the horror).

But I do love leggings with men’s extra large tshirts or extra long cardigan! At least it covers your bottom ^_^


I should go back to studying about the kidney and urine!! But not before I rave about my new favorite tv show.

THE BIG BANG THEORY. OMGGG THE NERDSSS they are dead-on. I have friends that talk like that; maybe less exaggerated but none the less halarious. I truly feel that physics is probably the coolest nerd science of all; no one’s gonna be impressed if I start talking about how the beer you just drank is a diuretic and despite it being a liquid makes you dehydrated.

oh crap; embedding this video just made me want to go watch the rest of the first season of the big bang theory!!

look what you made me do x___x;


i am in dire need of a new desk, or maybe a new house.

i hate my desk so much, it’s too small for me and it’s just awkward period. I am looking at desks online and im not really that picky but i need something with LOTS AND LOTS OF ROOM which means I don’t need or even want drawers, I just need a huge work space.


but at the moment it’s impossible for me to get a new desk because of how small my room is. And I’m even willing to get rid of my bed for a desk, yeah I can sleep on the floor somewhere, I am not kidding. But while saying that I need heated hardwood flooring as well, and currently we have a dodgy carpet..


It’s dirty, it collects dust way more easily, it’s a playground for disgusting creatures that give you skin blemishes unless of course you have your own maid that can do the vacuuming every single day.

there was this episode of Gos sip girl where Seren a (Bla ke Liv ely) studies for the SATs on her bed with her gorgeous blond hair in her face. Um, does anyone study like that? I would love to and I’m sure her parents would spring a new work room for her anyday.

=_= all these small things really frustrate me and i can’t concentrate at all.

If I am uncomfortable in my work space that I can’t work at all.

Which means I can’t get anything done.

I guess I’ll just go out for studying from now on.

I hate staying home anyways but my laziness and the temperature prevents me from going outside.


i procrastinated all day and finally got to my biochem homework :x

and 7. hannah montana has synthesized a new peptide called Doh and wants to perform binding studies on a series of compounds.

um =_= =_=; =_=;; =_=;;;

I appreciate their effort. I wonder what my funny TA will say about this tomorrow…

P.S. I get to see a live alligator in lecture tomorrow, will definitely provide pix!